Author's Preface
Darrell came back to a sound he didn't recognize, which was the first wrong thing, because after ninety-three days aboard Hope he knew every sound the ship made the way he knew his own pulse — the specific whine of the recyclers, the tick of the hull settling through its thermal cycles, the low, almost subliminal hum of the reactor that he'd stopped consciously hearing somewhere around day ten. This sound wasn't any of those. It was a soft, arrhythmic clicking, coming from everywhere and nowhere, like something counting to itself in a language that didn't use numbers.
He opened his eyes to red emergency lighting and a taste of copper in his mouth where he'd bitten his tongue.
"Report," he said, and his voice came out smaller than he wanted it to, swallowed almost immediately by the dark.
Nobody answered right away. For one long, terrible second he thought he was alone in it — that whatever had happened had happened to him and not to the rest of them — and then he heard William's voice, close by, thick with the particular disorientation of someone surfacing from something deeper than sleep.
"Here. I'm — here." A pause, a scrape of movement. "Darrell?"
"Here." He got his restraints undone with hands that didn't feel entirely like his own yet, fingers clumsy, slow to answer. "Rachel. Xavier. Sound off."
"Here." Rachel's voice, tight, controlled in the way she got when she was frightened and refusing to let it show. "I'm — give me a second, I think I hit my head."
"Xavier."
Silence.
"Xavier." Darrell was moving before he'd finished saying the name a second time, pulling himself hand over hand through the dark toward where he remembered Xavier's station being, the emergency lighting throwing everything into a red that made distances hard to judge, made familiar shapes into strange ones. "Xavier, talk to me."
"—here." Faint, unsteady, but there. "I'm here. I'm okay. I just — I couldn't get my restraint loose, I think it's jammed—"
"Don't force it. I'm coming to you."
He found Xavier tangled in a harness that had locked somewhere in the chaos, breathing too fast, pupils blown wide in the red light, and Darrell worked the release with hands that had gone steady the moment there was a job to do, a specific, solvable problem instead of the enormous unsolvable one hanging over all of them. That was the thing about a crisis, he'd learned a long time ago, in a different life, wearing a different uniform — the enormous problem could wait exactly as long as it took to solve the problem directly in front of you.
"You're alright," he said, more to himself than to Xavier, and got the harness free.
The clicking sound was coming from the main console, they discovered, once William had wrestled the emergency lighting up to something closer to full and they could all see each other's faces — pale, shaken, but whole — and the true wrongness of the ship revealed itself in pieces, the way a room reveals itself when you're feeling your way through it in the dark and touching things you don't expect.
The main display was cycling through diagnostic screens faster than any of them could read, over and over, a loop that never resolved into anything useful — status reports flashing up half-formed, error codes Darrell didn't recognize from eighteen months of training, numbers that climbed and reset and climbed again like the system itself had forgotten how to finish a thought.
"That's not a fault code," William said, crouched in front of it, his engineer's calm fighting visibly against something else underneath. "I know every fault code this ship can throw. That's not one of them."
"Could it be corrupted? From whatever hit us?"
"Could be. Could be a lot of things." He didn't sound convinced by his own answer. "I need to get into the housing, see what's actually — Darrell, the housing's warm. It shouldn't be warm, we're not drawing that kind of load right now, nothing on this ship should be running hot except the reactor, and the reactor's reading nominal, which doesn't—" He stopped himself, exhaled hard. "I don't like not knowing what's making something warm on my own ship."
"Life support," Rachel said, from across the module, and something in her voice made all three of them turn. She was staring at a secondary display, one hand pressed flat against the bulkhead like she needed it to stay upright. "Darrell. Look at this."
He crossed to her. The display was simpler than the main console's chaos — atmospheric composition, pressure, temperature, the basic vital signs of the vessel that kept them alive — and every number on it was, as far as he could tell, entirely normal.
"I don't understand. What am I looking at."
"The stardate stamp." She pointed, and her finger wasn't quite steady. "Every readout logs a timestamp. Mission elapsed time, synced to the ship's internal clock. It's how we cross-reference everything, it's how the whole log works."
"Okay."
"It's wrong, Darrell. It's not showing ninety-three days. It's not showing any number that makes sense for a clock that's been running continuously since launch." She looked up at him, and in the red light her face had gone the particular color of someone trying very hard to sound like a scientist instead of a person who was afraid. "It's showing an error. Not a wrong number — an error. Like the clock doesn't know what to put there. Like something asked it a question it can't answer."
"Could be corruption too," William offered, but even he didn't sound like he believed it this time.
They worked the ship over methodically after that, room by room, system by system, the way they'd drilled a hundred times for exactly this kind of situation — except every drill Darrell had ever run assumed a specific, nameable failure. A hull breach. A reactor fault. A collision with debris. Something you could point to and say there, that's the problem, now we fix it. What they found instead was a ship that was, by every functional measure, alive — air cycling, power flowing, gravity holding — and simultaneously, unmistakably wrong in ways none of them could name.
The star charts on the navigation display had reset to a default configuration none of them recognized, showing constellations that didn't match anything in Hope 's reference library, as if the ship no longer knew what direction it was pointed or what it should be seeing when it looked.
The external cameras, when Xavier finally coaxed them back online, showed a field of stars that Darrell — no astronomer, but a man who'd spent eighteen months memorizing every chart NASA's successor agency had given him — didn't recognize at all. Not wrong constellations. No constellations. Just an unfamiliar scatter of light that meant nothing to him and, from the look on Rachel's face when she saw it, meant something to her that she wasn't ready to say out loud yet.
"Talk to me," Darrell said, watching her stare at the feed with an expression he'd never seen on her before — not fear exactly, something colder and more careful, the look of someone doing math she badly wanted to be wrong.
"I need more data before I say anything."
"Rachel."
"I need more data, Darrell." Her voice cracked on the last word, just slightly, just enough that he understood she wasn't holding out on him out of stubbornness. She was holding out because whatever she was starting to suspect was bad enough that she needed to be sure before she said it into a ship full of people who were already frightened.
He let it go. For now.
The comm system, when William finally got it responding, gave them nothing but static — not the clean silence of deep space, which Darrell had grown used to over ninety-three days, an absence that at least felt like an absence, but an active, hissing wall of noise that filled the speakers the moment William brought the system up, loud enough that Xavier flinched and reached to kill the volume.
"Wait," William said, hand raised. "Wait, listen — "
Underneath the static, faint, buried, there was something else. A rhythm. Not words, not anything Darrell could identify as language, just a pattern, repeating, structured in a way pure noise shouldn't be structured — three short, then a pause, then something longer, then silence, then the whole thing again.
"Is that a distress signal?" Xavier asked, low.
"I don't know what that is." William's hands hovered over the console, not quite touching it, the way a person hovers over something they're not sure is safe to pick up. "It's not one of ours. It's not a format I recognize, not a frequency I'd expect anything human to be broadcasting on out here, and it's — " He stopped.
"What."
"It's close," William said. "Whatever's making that sound, it's close. Closer than anything should be, out here, this far from anywhere."
The four of them stood in the red emergency light, listening to a pattern that repeated and repeated and refused to resolve into anything they could name, on a ship that was alive but wrong, adrift in a field of stars none of them recognized, with a clock that no longer knew what day it was.
Nobody said what they were all starting to think. Nobody had the words for it yet.
Darrell looked at the dead black rectangle of the external camera feed, waiting for whatever was making that sound to come into view, and felt, for the first time since he was twenty-three years old and certain he was going to be somebody, entirely and completely out of his depth.
"Get eyes on it," he said, and his voice, this time, didn't shake at all — not because he wasn't afraid, but because after eighteen years of learning how, he'd finally found the specific, useful kind of calm that fear sometimes hands you right before it gets worse.
Outside, in the dark, something was drifting toward them.